| I miss you and it's only been a couple days.. i love you so much it's killing me inside... were you ever happy? i believe that you were... do you remember those times? I do... at least the times when i was happy... the times when you held me in your arms.. or when we were on the road traveling.. the times that we laughed and played on family vacations... and took our little walks... i miss those times. I miss knowing that you were mine and i was yours... do you miss them too??? do you remember them?? i'm so deeply in love with you and i feel so helpless... so worthless... so undesirable... all i want is you... and all i want is for you to want me and be in love with me too.. |
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| what the fuck is wrong with me! |
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| Wow, it has been a WHILE since i last posted. I got on the site and got confused.
Today feels like a summer day. Most wednesdays do to me lately. I don't have school or work today but I DO have an Anatomy test tomorrow that i need to study for so no whisking away to the beach.
Friday i went to a beach cabin with Ellie and her mommy. It was fun!
Next Thursday (16) I'm going to Arkansas because my mommy is getting MARRIED!!! on friday. She's having her reception on Saturday (18) WHICH IS ALSO MY 20th B-DAY !!!!! WOOT!
I'm applying to go to A&M in the fall... i hope everything works out it would be an awesome opportunity... to go to a "power" school... i want it bad but i still have to finish my application and get it in by the 15th.
Alrighty, I'll let you guys go.. just a little update.. by people!!
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| today = not a good day
i want to cut but my mind won't let me let them win. |
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| Tyler just re proposed to me and gave me a new ring it was my anniversary present.... i really like it. It's a white gold 1/3 carat princess cut diamond solitare... it's freakin gorgeous...
i loved my other one too though...
i just wanted to share the news i love you guys
leigh |
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